So Tired of Being Alone by 4lost2n2broken4, literature
Literature
So Tired of Being Alone
You came out of no where
Like an angel sent from up above
I was so tired of being alone
I asked for you to hurry up
Hurry up and get here
I could have met you anywhere
But I choose that night to meet you
I was so tired of being alone
I asked for you to hurry up
Hurry up and get into my life
Nothing was missing from my life
But you still seem to find a place
Somewhere to rest your head
To stay for a while
I was so tired of being alone
You are taking up residence in my heart
The heart that was shattered is coming back together
I was so tired of being alone
I asked for you to hurry up
Hurry up and mend my broken-ness
I am so
Ive been sitting here thinking
Wondering what went wrong
How you could just up and go
Didnt I make you happy?
Although you try to forget me
I cant forget one who stole my heart
And you told me I had yours
Didnt I get inside your heart?
You told me you loved me
Over and over that you missed me
Your arms were where you wanted me
Didnt I make you love me?
Now I am left with the memories
Thinking of all the crazy stuff we did
Regretting nothing and missing you more
I turned my world upside down
I have gone through and replayed every kiss
Walked through every moment
Without a clue
I turned myself i
Take me away
Come to my window deep in the night
On your magic broom
And save me from this
Take me away
To the special land
Where you and I can be together
And save me from them
Take me away
Touch the places of my heart
That has been safely guarded
And save me from him
Take me away
Show me all the places you dream
When you are alone in your bed
And save me from pain
Take me away
You are the only one who can
Show me Im not alone
And save me from this loneliness
Take me away
Your arms are the only place
Your heart is the only light
And save me from the darkness
Take me away
But away wont save me
Away will o
I miss you
I miss your smile
Just one smile from you
Could just make my day
I miss you
I miss your laughter
With one sound of it
I could laugh for hours
I miss you
I miss your tribal dances
Dancing around the kitchen
Using a broom as your weapon
I miss you
I miss our mother-daughter talks
Sitting on the counter as you cleaned
I learned so much about you
I miss you
I miss your hugs
In that embrace
I would know that I was always safe
I miss you
I miss the phone calls
Bob this Bob that
But I love him
I miss you
I miss our morning tv
Waking up and creeping downstairs
Wed watch the most random things
I miss you
You dont know me but
I saw your picture
You took my breath away
So I wrote you
I looked at your profile
To see what to say to you
Bikinis are a right not a privilege
Everything you say
Brings a smile to my face
What is going on?
You dont know me but
Everytime I talk to you
You always say the perfect things
How do you know what to say
How long will this happiness last
I feel that the time is going to hit a wall
Youll find someone real
Something about you is reministic
Same but there is just something different
Maybe thats the answer to my prayers
You dont know me but
You are
I never promised you that I would show you the way
I never promised you that I could bring the sunshine everyday
I never promised you that I would bring it all together
I never promised you that I could show you the light
I wear a halo
I wear a halo to cover my horns
I wear a halo
I wear a halo because I don't know where I belong
I wear a halo
I never promised you I'd do right over wrong
I never promised you I'd catch you when you fell before you hit the ground
I never promised you I'd catch your tears
I never promised you I'd be your saving grace
I wear a halo
I wear a halo to cover my wounds
I wear a halo
I wear a halo beca
When I feel like the world is spinning
Spinning faster than you could ever imagine
I look through the clouds and I see a familiar face
Spinning faster than you could ever imagine
When I feel like the world is spinning
I see you
Into the moonlight
Your face brings a smile
Into the moonlight
I see you
As this world spins
I become ditzy
Ditzy with the thoughts and feelings
I become ditzy
As this world spins
You could never imagine
What a thrill it is
To be held in your arms
What a thrill it is
You could never imagine
So I just breathe
Deep and strong
Waiting for your kiss to come along
Deep and strong
So I just breathe
I need you to love me
I need you to care
I need you to be there
I need you to see
I want you to love me
I want you to care
I want you to be there
I want you to see
I need you
I want you
These are just words
Words people use all the time
Are they the same?
Can you want and need the same thing?
I want and need you
I want you to be my life
I need you to be in my life
I want you to brighten my world
I need you to brighten the world
Can it be used with one word difference?
Can someone follow your wants and your needs?
Does it have to be one or the other?
How do you choose?
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I
What's that you say
You are not blaming me
Well that's great
You are not making this easy
What's the difference
You are not the man I loved
Well I'm apologizing
You are absolutely zero
What's that you say
You want it all back
Well you have it all, body and soul
You want more
What's the difference
You can't have any more
Well I'm apologizing
You can only get what I have, absolutely zero
What's that you say
You love me and want it to work out
Well it's a bit late, doncha say
You can't take the pain away
What's the difference
You can't make these clouds go away
Well I'm apologizing
You don't see I am absolutely zero
She turns to the beautiful stranger
Tears in eyes
"Does my butt look big" she asks
With a chuckle upon his face
"Yes" as he always says
"I like big butts and yours is the best"
She turns to the beautiful stranger
Tears in eyes
"Are my love handles noticeable" she asks
With a chuckle upon his face
"Yes" as he always says
"I love the handles, they give you beautiful curves"
She turns to the beautiful stranger
Tears in eyes
"Am I ugly" she asks
With a chuckle upon his face
"Yes" as he always says
"To the world, but to me you are the most beautiful"
She turns to the beautiful stranger
Tears in eyes
"Do you love me" she asks
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Even If I Wanted To by 4lost2n2broken4, literature
Literature
Even If I Wanted To
I can't hide what I feel inside
I can't stop loving you even if I wanted to
Every night I lay in bed
Around me is that blue blanket
The one from a few Christmases ago
Every night I lay in bed
Around me is you
You are woven within that blanket
I can't hide what I feel inside
I can't stop loving you even if I wanted to
Every night I climb into my bed
At the bottom of the bed is the duck
The one from Sam my sophomore year of high school
Every night I climb into my bed
At the bottom of the bed is you
You are my ducki and you were the reason for that duck
I can't hide what I feel inside
I can't stop loving you even if I wanted to
Truth Behind The Tears by 4lost2n2broken4, literature
Literature
Truth Behind The Tears
You stare into my eyes
Looking for the truth behind the tears
I am a lost girl among the world
Lost from the chaos we call our lives
You stare into my eyes
Looking for the truth behind the tears
I am a broken girl among the world
Broken from the path I chose to take
You stare into my eyes
Looking for the truth behind the tears
I am all alone among the world
Alone in my head, alone to think
You stare into my eyes
Looking for the truth behind the tears
I am an angel sent from above
Angel sent to redeem your good
You stare into my eyes
Looking for the truth behind the tears
I am your one and only
One and Only for this time an
The days are coming down
With each one dropping I am remembering
Shopping at the mall for the perfect gift
Not finding it and wandering some more
The days are coming down
With each one dropping I am remembering
The joy I saw on your face last year
Opening that huge box containing an airplane
The days are coming down
With each one dropping I am remembering
Going skiing that one year
You fallin' on your ass every two steps
The days are coming down
With each one dropping I am remembering
Waterfalls deep in the woods
Snow ball fights in tubes going down the mountain
The days are coming down
With each one dropping I am remembering
I wish I could just tell you that I love you
I wish I could just tell you that I care
I wish I could just stop wishing you were there
I wish I could just stop dreaming of you every night
I wish I could just forget the times we laughed
I wish I could just forget the times we cried
I wish I could just leave you in the past
I wish I could just leave all the stuff in the box
I wish I could just stop wearing the jewelry
I wish I could just stop writing you a letter every day
I wish I could just do the things I wish to do
I wish I could just do all the things I said I'd do
I wish I could just win back your heart
I wish I could just win
I love you so
Still can't let go
We were so happy
Down to the point it was sappy
We were always together
Thought nothing else was better
Nothing could have made us stop
We were heading for the top
Looking back for where we went wrong
Have things been so bad all along?
All it took was one last time
But you had already made up your mind
I thought you were the Yin to my Yang
But now all I'm left with is pain
Even with the good times we had
I'm sitting here hurting so bad
If you love something set it free is how it should be
But does that mean you have take away a part of me?
Now there'll be someone new youll be kissing
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